Late Pics



Ready to go out!

  So I finally found my camera. These pics are a little late, but here they are. The girls were so excited to go out trick or treating. What was great about this year is that they were old enough to get really excited about going out. Logan didn't know what was going on yet, but I think he still had fun with his sisters in thier costumes.

I can't believe that it is November already. This year seems to have gone by so fast. I don't know if that is because Logan has changed so much this year or what, but its been good. I guess time seems to go by fast when you look back rather than looking forward. The days seem to go by so slow, but before I know it there over.


My 'Witch' and 'Remy Rattatouie'

 Today is one of the harder days in November for me. Its the anniversary of Papa and Grans (My mom's parents) accident. 6 years ago they were hit by an unlicenced 16 year old girl in California. They are missed very much and they left a void that nothing can fill. We think about them a lot around this time of year because of the holidays. I am so grateful for all the happy memories that they left behind them and for the examples that they are and for the love that we felt from them. One of the greatest blessings is knowing that they loved us. I'm so grateful for the knowlege that I have that I can be with them again. Thank you Papa and Gran for sharing your love with us.


Logan at the Trick or Treat Street at the High School



With November comes the time for giving thanks. One thing that I love that comes around this time of year is all the wonderful smells. Fall has the best smells ever! Now if only I could find a sent for my Sencey warmer I would be set.

Another thing that I have noticed as I have gotten older is I like the color brown a lot more. The fall red I have always enjoyed but now I really like the brown and the orange that come with it. I know its wierd to think about colors, but its not that weird when you have family pictures on your mind. I think around Logans 1st birthday we will do family pictures and his 1 year pics at the same time. That may be our christmas this year is sending out our family pictures to our family and friends. Okay....I'm done being boring. Until next time. I'm thankful for all my friends and family. Sending my love to all!!!

Boring

I was going to post picures, but I can't find my camera. I thought I would post something anyway. It has been a while sence my last post so here goes. We have gotten into the swing of things with school easily. Myla and Savannah are loving going to school and I enjoy my alone time when Logan is taking his naps when they are gone. Logan has three teeth now and is working on his fourth. It will most likely break through in the next couple days. If I can find my camera I will get pictures. Dave is gone today at a Knowledge Bowl meet so I think he probably just took the camera with him.

On the 28th of September I found out that I was pregnant again. Well on the 3rd of October I started to bleed. I was able to get into the Dr's office on the 6th, and I had miscarried. I'm doing okay I think. It's hard one day and not so hard the next. Its just an up and down rollercoaster until I can figure out how to cope with the loss. It wasn't a planned pregnancy, but we were still excited about it. I am still very lucky that I can still have kids and that I have three wonderful angels already. I love my kids and I would like to have one more, but now we are just going to wait for a while longer. I know most women don't talk about having a miscarrage all that much, but I need to talk about mine to figure things out. I do better when I can talk through something and then I can figure out emotions and thoughts. I already know all the encouraging thoughts and sayings....I have been telling them to myself since the bleeding started, but I have to say that all I want to hear now about it is "I'm sorry". Its hard, but I will be okay. I dont' want to forget that it happened, but I don't want to dwell on it either. I'm not angry about it anymore and I still try hard not to blame myself for it, but somedays its still hard to get out of bed. Okay...I'm done with the sad part.

I will post picures later when I find my camera of Halloween and what we have been doing the last little while. I'm looking forward to a cold, but wonderful fall. There is always something that needs to be done. So we just take things one day at a time. That is why I titled this post boring, because we have our daily routine and nothing exciting really happens. That and I think a post is more fun to read when there are pictures.